HELP!!! Please! I feel like I just need someone to talk to... What do I do?!?

[Ben]

There is this girl that I was talking to... At one point, I think she like me too, but who knows. I know we are really good friends and I wouldn't trade that for anything. Well, about an hour ago I found out that she is "official" with an old friend of mine from high school (we're all in college now). They two states away from each other so I don't get that, but whatever.... Anyway, I had never felt the same way about a girl that I felt about this girl and I don't have any regrets because I think I did all I could do to try and be with her without ruining our friendship. I am just so sad right now and I wanna just listen to sad love songs and cry lol which is weird for me. I never cry... My friends told me to stop talking to her a long time ago, I don't talk to my family about these things. I don't know what to do... She is a great girl and I already talked to her and we are still gonna be friends, which is good because I'm good friends with her now boyfriend. We made plans to party together already lol... I just don't know what to do though... On the inside I'm really torn up but I'm hiding it from everyone... What should I do?