help me with my bf situation? PLEASE?

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i been having horrible dreams about my bf that his doing s*hit leatly.He has depresion and he talks to me like iam nothing sometimes also he be fine one day and like flip at me next day iam there for him and everything but i just feel unwanted..i feel like he pushed me away]= i mean i love him with all my heart forever but recently in the car he wouldnt talk to me or anything so i was like whats wrong and he said it dosent feel the same and then he said his just annoyed thats all but ever since then i became paranoid and i feel diffrent about him]= i want to be with him but idk whats going on with me iam like shaking cus iam so unsure wat happen with me please help me