help me plz

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Ok, I went to the doctors and they said i had adhd, then i went to anotehr and was told i was bipolar.. im 15, I took pills, and I was find while i was on them, the second they went off i went ****ign NUTS.... and i get mad pretty easily... Like is this normal, I called my house for my brother and my little sister picked up and said " he doesnt wanan talk" and i said "i dont give a **** u better let me talk" and she said "make me" and i said "wait till i ****ign get home" and she kept saying "he doesnt wanna talk" i got so pissed.... if she was there i would have choked her soo bad... jstu for bieng a ***** and pushign me aroudn cause shes on the phone... and my brother was saying **** about me and calling me **** and telling ppl **** that wasnt true so i choked him rly bad and punched holes in my moms house... and wen i get mad its not extremely long.. but wen i do i get so pissed i dont think of anything.. the only thing i wanna do is kill and punch stuff and break things, i just go ****ign crazy and punch people, holes i nthe wall and windows. then later i sometimes jsut compeltely forget or smoetimes if i think really hard i can sometimes remember wat i did.. btu i just like go of and cant help it.. I cantstop it at all... it just happens.. and wen im done i dont talk much and sometimes wenever im home alone i get relly bored, then extremely depressed.. i cant be home for too long because i get so depressed..


someone pelase help me and give me somethign u think is wrong with me.... im sometimes hyper and always wanna do something crazy that will wow someone.... id kwat it is.. PLEASE sorry for bad typing i jst got done bieng compeltely pissed.... i wanan quit but i cant.. and i went to a counselor and cussed him out.. he cant help me because wen i get on that mad "mode" nothign can stop me because i dont think fo anythign but destroying..

someoen help me i dont thin ktis bipolor or adhd... plzzzzzz!!

edit: and late at night i cant goto bed because its dark and lonely and i get depressed sometimes... and stay up for hours and am really tired for school
 
I don't have any advice for you except go back to your counselor (even if you are angry at the time)...go to your regular gp...go somewhere...tell them how you are feeling...why did you stop the medication?? especially if it helped with your issues.

another thing...even if you don't feel the diagnosis of adhd & bipolar fit...there is a bipolar board on this website...the people over there can offer you some great advice about what you are going through...please consider checking that board.

good luck to you and I do hope you begin to feel better soon.

angela
 
nick9393
please find someone to talk to. As the last poster said, keep looking until you find the help you need. It's out there and these boards will also give you support.
You're doing the right thing by reaching out.:angel:
 
I am new here Nick, but I think that with all your thoughts and feelings, you might want to turn to God in your time of need. It is just a thought. If you could find a kind minister who would listen to you, maybe just talking would help.

Good luck to you in the future and God Bless You:angel:
 
hi. I really want to help . ihope these tips can help you. maybe when someone is getting you mad and being a jerk just say in your head "i am better than this". also when your home alone and bored try drawing or playing video games. once you really get into the game youll want to keep on going. and when you get angry just scream as loud as you can. im telling you it helps me. i hope these tips work.:wave:
 
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