On a music camp a couple of months ago, I became closer with a guy I'd been at school with for a couple of years. We developed a crush on each other in a short space of time and one night at dinner, I overheard this guy and my other friend talking about him liking me. (happy times, happy times). That night we had a movie night with a couple of people our age, and during the movie, he (nervously) reached out and held my hand, and we stayed like that for the whole movie! We cuddled and fell asleep on eachother the whole night, and when the movies ended, he hugged me goodbye. The whole music camp (which was a week) we carried on like this. When we went back to school, the day after, he told everyone what had happened and at lunchtime held my hand in front of all his friends unashamedly. That afternoon he asked me out!!
After that we had school holidays for two weeks, and we did a bit of texting and caught up a couple of times with friends. During that time we cuddled and hugged and laughed but it didnt get really special until the first time we caught up alone. He invited me to his old primary school and we talked for hours, holding hands, chasing eachother and playing on the playground. At one stage we just looked at eachother and smiled. And then he stood a couple of steps below me on the stairs so we were even height, and he leant in and kissed me. (my first kiss!) We laughed, and then kissed again.
After holidays, we went back to school, and everything changed. The only contact we had the first day was me saying hi. Things were a bit awkward and we were in different classes. He was nervous around me and we hardly had any time to spend together. It just stopped working, all of a sudden! A couple of days later we broke up, a mutual desicion, but he initiated it.
Now, I realised what I had, and i miss him so much. In class i just look at him, and I recognise his voice wherever I am, and I miss his scent, and I miss spending time with him and the jokes we shared and how cute and shy and nervous he could be. A couple of times in class we happened to look at eachother and it was pretty intense eye contact. Then, out of the blue, we had a long facebook conversation and the next day at school he talked to me for the first time since the breakup, laughing and teasing me. I know we have chemistry and i feel like we made a mistake for breaking up, we should have tried harder. And im pretty sure he has an inkling of that too. Especially since his bestfriend and his girlfriend broke up and got back together several times.
Do you think I still have a chance with my ex?
After that we had school holidays for two weeks, and we did a bit of texting and caught up a couple of times with friends. During that time we cuddled and hugged and laughed but it didnt get really special until the first time we caught up alone. He invited me to his old primary school and we talked for hours, holding hands, chasing eachother and playing on the playground. At one stage we just looked at eachother and smiled. And then he stood a couple of steps below me on the stairs so we were even height, and he leant in and kissed me. (my first kiss!) We laughed, and then kissed again.
After holidays, we went back to school, and everything changed. The only contact we had the first day was me saying hi. Things were a bit awkward and we were in different classes. He was nervous around me and we hardly had any time to spend together. It just stopped working, all of a sudden! A couple of days later we broke up, a mutual desicion, but he initiated it.
Now, I realised what I had, and i miss him so much. In class i just look at him, and I recognise his voice wherever I am, and I miss his scent, and I miss spending time with him and the jokes we shared and how cute and shy and nervous he could be. A couple of times in class we happened to look at eachother and it was pretty intense eye contact. Then, out of the blue, we had a long facebook conversation and the next day at school he talked to me for the first time since the breakup, laughing and teasing me. I know we have chemistry and i feel like we made a mistake for breaking up, we should have tried harder. And im pretty sure he has an inkling of that too. Especially since his bestfriend and his girlfriend broke up and got back together several times.
Do you think I still have a chance with my ex?