i paid way to much to go to a private school when i could have stayed in state and paid way less like 20,000 less for two years. now all my teachers here are ruining my grades. im being charged with a crime i didnt commit because of my next door neighboor. my other next door neighbor beat me up, and another one robbed me several thousand dollars cash.girls wont even talk to me or look at me. like what is the point of life? i hate my life? why does god want me to suffer? why doesnt he just kill me. forgot to mention i broke my back when i was 22 because my mom had me put in a rehab center and they forced me to lift way to much.