Help if you can, really truly scared and never been like this before......

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Hey there, i just want to cry, here i have been so positive and still am yet things keep popping up to the worst to bite me in the end. I woke up this am. and having to go to the bathroom well in pain as trying to move i could not straighten my left leg(yes the same side i have been dealing with) at the knee and to actually turn my whole body was a chore just to be able to push into the couch to get up and almost fell onto the floor on purpose to get up. I am sure some if this is old news to some been there done that, but not to me and i am frickin scared and yes i am scared of alot but not much has ever ever held me back or down if you know what i mean! I am still in pain from my knee down despite meRAB argh. I haven't been able to do what neeRAB to be done today except this and pushing real hard to get a shower well i need not explain, we have to be clean if we lose that were done the way i look at it and i feel for you that have been or are in that situation! I cannot wait till the kiRAB get back to school and i can seek therapy because i need it now i know at this point because once again i am struggling not to fall down with emotions and all that goes with thinking your useless. Wow and hubby is still very supportive and it this point i think he knows it's best!
Take care, Monkey
 
Hey Monkey what is going on? I just hate hearing how bad things are getting for you and I know how discouraged you must be. What is the doctor saying now? Do you have another appointment coming up soon? If you are completely unable to walk you need to get to the hospital because that is serious. I just wanted you to know that I am thinking of you and I have you in my prayers because I have been following your messages and I know you have been having a terrible time. Please get to the hospital or doctor if you don't get better.

Take care
Linda:angel:
 
Linda, i have gotten better over a few days, i would have went if i didn't because they need to figure this out. I have been chatting with some on here, and alot of it sounRAB like what they go through and some of it just doesn't make sense as to why? I see my dr. next week to follow up on the spine specialist and have to wait till then! The only thing i can think of is that whith the SI problem and the congenital defect if you put them together it doesn't even sound pretty. If i reculect i think the specilalist said ithier something rubbing or not connecting right(geesh really need to learn to write things down) so that could definetly cause a problem I mean it all makes sense as to if you walk or bend and one things doing one thing and the other another and its all confused then whallah! I will definetly post when i get ahold of the report and find out whats going to happen (glad i'm not crazy, although everyone is in thier own little way ;))
Take care, melissa
 
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