help i think im a prisoner to my environments?

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i feel so depressed because i had all my walls covered with photos of things that i love so deeply and had to remove them all today...now my walls look blank and empty and for some reason its very emotional for me...i am depressed....am i a prisoner to my environment? Like i'll only be happy if everything looks the way i want it to....help...
i had to take it down because my mum and i are moving in 2 months and we have to show people the place..without all my stuff on the walls.
 
No one likes ugly, and boring is the second worse but to be happy where and when you are is an art form. I'm perfecting it still after years. Ow my head hurts, need an aspirin after this. Try this. Use a mead spiral bound notebook, a really thick one and get smaller pictures to staple or paste in it and write what you feel about the photos in the margin. Also note the date and time when you stuck it in there. It doesn't have to be all pictures, you can glue in pieces of strings or even a pretty Robins egg rock you will find. I used to be very priveledged now not so much but much pride. Sacrifice is a human condition, but what is cleaned away will give us a chance to start new things, things we never would have thought of on our own.
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