he told my brother he stopped talking to me cause i was too full on?

[Clare]

hey the love of my life who was my brothers bestfriend has been in jail for the past 1 1/2 years and about a year ago i wrote him a letter telling him exactly how i feel about him not expecting a reply so a week after in the mail i got a letter from him i was so exstatic ive been in love with him since i was 9 im now 21 so we started writing to each other then after the second one he wrote i didnt hear any more from him but i kept writing and about 3 months ago my friend who is friends with his sister said that he said to his sister that he thinks im a really cool chick and he wants to get to know me and he really wants to settle down but 2 weeks ago he got out and i havent seen or heard from him but then tonight he got our house number and was talking to my brother just gereal conversation then he said " me and clare was writing to each other for awhile but she started to get a bit full on so i stopped writing' as soon as i was told i was heart broken absolutly devastated i mean sure i know i would of been full on but i never expected a reply then when i did i got a little too excited now ive ruined all my chances with him i mean what does it mean to be full on and how can i make it different please help i eally do love this guy i mean im 21 and ive waited 12 years too be with him forget about the jail part just please i need advice what should i do