...for it.Why can't he let it go? My ex had been ridiculous nice and loving towards me. He apologized for leaving me and our twins. He wants us to be a family again but I won't allow that.
I had sex with him, I regretted it and he could tell. He feels very bad about it. I didn't say I regretted it, he just saw from my reaction at the end and that I didn't want to again. I'm not sure how accidental the accident was.
There's little connection between us now. It isn't good for our kids to see us like that. I am trying to get though to him, he's never had low self esteem or at least, I've never seen him like that. He asked me if it was his skills or his manhood. Just sex with no love made me hate it and I regretted my lust, and am disgusted with myself because he hurt me and it all came back to memory during sex.
I don't know what to do. He doesn't engage as much with the kids as much and so I am really worried, help? I work but its not just money that I want, I want him to love his kids, help ?
I had sex with him, I regretted it and he could tell. He feels very bad about it. I didn't say I regretted it, he just saw from my reaction at the end and that I didn't want to again. I'm not sure how accidental the accident was.
There's little connection between us now. It isn't good for our kids to see us like that. I am trying to get though to him, he's never had low self esteem or at least, I've never seen him like that. He asked me if it was his skills or his manhood. Just sex with no love made me hate it and I regretted my lust, and am disgusted with myself because he hurt me and it all came back to memory during sex.
I don't know what to do. He doesn't engage as much with the kids as much and so I am really worried, help? I work but its not just money that I want, I want him to love his kids, help ?