Don't worry, the partner in question doesn't even know I use this site so wont find out.
I met up with him and really hit off. We decided to have sex for the first time and do the usual sex related stuff.
well, after doing it twice in one night I can honestly say I hated it.
I am wondering what all the fuss is about and am worried as I dont know if I were making the mistakes or if he was.
We kissed which felt like kissing a fish. It was all wet and sloppy and I did not feel the electric shock when our lips touched.
The sex was ok as was the other bits but I felt my mind wandering.
If it was that good, why couldn't I focus on it. Why was I thinking of other things.
Maybe its because we are not in love. It seems to be just casual.
All I know is that at my age (20-21) I should be really excited and love it all, but, afterwards, I thought of a load of better things I could have been doing. I am not blaming it on him as I dont know what went wrong. It just didnt feel good. There was no spark.
At the age where I should be loving sex, why didnt I. This doesnt seem normal.
I met up with him and really hit off. We decided to have sex for the first time and do the usual sex related stuff.
well, after doing it twice in one night I can honestly say I hated it.
I am wondering what all the fuss is about and am worried as I dont know if I were making the mistakes or if he was.
We kissed which felt like kissing a fish. It was all wet and sloppy and I did not feel the electric shock when our lips touched.
The sex was ok as was the other bits but I felt my mind wandering.
If it was that good, why couldn't I focus on it. Why was I thinking of other things.
Maybe its because we are not in love. It seems to be just casual.
All I know is that at my age (20-21) I should be really excited and love it all, but, afterwards, I thought of a load of better things I could have been doing. I am not blaming it on him as I dont know what went wrong. It just didnt feel good. There was no spark.
At the age where I should be loving sex, why didnt I. This doesnt seem normal.