having nightmares of friend and the guy i like having sex! THEN?

Yuii S

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WHY!?
im feeling bit sad...

Theres this guy i really like
and ive slept with him before but didnt have sex only oral and kissing.
i havent talked to him in a while but i check his myspace everyday for any updated crap..

my friend who is always sexting her ex bf even though she has a bf and says she loves him. Shes never met my guy friend yet. but seens pics of one-anonther

recently ive had 3.......THREE! nightmares of them having sex
and id end up crying when i woke up.

i told my friend about it (the girl) it was ambarrasing but she thought i was being silly and said shes not intrested in my type of guys..
but who knows? shes pretter then me!!

and NOW i sometimes imagine the having sex and i get AROUSED! its stupid WHY IS THIS????

what should i do?
should i move on and find a new guy? (hes my crush now)
i was thinking i should get a bff to stop being jealous of my pretty friend?
 
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