I'm a strong Christian but fell to sin and had premarital sex with my ex boyfriend. Now I'm dating another guy who is such a wonderful guy. However he is waiting to have sex in a marriage. After me and my ex broke up, I decided that I was going to find a guy who didn't want to have premarital sex with me. But I feel this wave of guilt now. My boyfriend waited and I didn't. It's something I have really tried to work on but I'm afraid I can't get past it. I would appreciate someone's opinion who has been in my situation or has great advice. This isn't something that I can just "get over" or "not think about".
Also, me and my BF have discussed this and he said he forgives me and does not hold it against me.
Also, me and my BF have discussed this and he said he forgives me and does not hold it against me.