...think thats all talk....? Im just starting to get a little upset here. Im 19 years old and still never even been in a sort of relationship. You see, ever since i came out of my shell 2 years ago when i started college, i have had friends left and right. Not trying to toot my own horn, its just that i really do enjoy and understand people, so i can easily form friendships, and people just seem to adore me. Its like, if theres a group of a bunch of people and someone new is hanging out for a day or so, someone new, i will always get comments from them, being like, omg ur are adforable, or ur my favorite, or how they wish they could be my best friend.. stuff like that. and even my close friends, when introducing me, will be like, this is lisa, i love her more than anything, or this is lisa.. she is no joke, the sweetest girl you will ever meet. I just kind of have a very bubbly, smiley, and friendly personality. Always happy, always smiling, and pretty funny. Im always making people smile and laugh and joke around. But heres the problem.. ok, its great cause i have a lot of friends from it.. but no guy everrrr wants me for a girlfriend. Anytime a guy starts hanging out with me, something goes wrong, they never romantically become interested in me. And its not my looks, i am a pretty good looking girl. but for some reason, my personality is not what ANYONE is looking for in a relationship. I dont know why that is! I thought guys wanted a girl who is funny, kind and cool to hang around. But no. BEcause i have sooo many guy friends, and they all tell me how much they love me. But none ever have asked me out or been interested in me like that. Whereas my best friend, she hangs out with us too.. shes just kind of a ditz, all done up all the time, totally self centered on herself, so sensitive, and so serious.. but i guess girlier than me. and tons of them have loved her. so i dont know what to do anymore! i keep getting hurt because guys leave me as soon as they see how i am. im sooo sad and lonely because of it, but i would never change how i am
( but how can i continue being me when its ripping me apart inside?
( but how can i continue being me when its ripping me apart inside?