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Girl Who likes Punishment
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Long)? Right I'm a pre-op male-to-female transsexual so I haven't become a woman as of yet and I like girls.
Now currently i'm dating a girl who's sweet, kind and absolutely awesome and I love verything about her and she's fine with my sexuality.
But before her I asked out a lesbian lass, I thought i had the slightest chance of success with her and you never no until you try, also I'd been getting a lot of signals from her so it had me thinkingshe was into me so I went for it and the response I got was 'Sorry hun but i'm gay ly x' and she stuck around after that to cheer me up and mke sure I wasn't too upset, which i wasn't at the time.
Lately me and this lass have been hanging about more though and building a friendship and she is so beautiful and she just has this way of talking to people that makes you feel like your valued and mean somthing to her and with most people when i'm talking to them, i feel like they aren't even listening but with this lass I kno she's listening and it makes me feel valued and worthwhile hanging with and two weeks later I introduced my cousin who is bi to her and she asked this lass out but thankfully the lass said 'no' cos she didn't know her well enough which was a relief to me cos I would have been so jealous.
Now last week, me, my cousin and this lass were in the park chilling and chatting and my cousin asked this lass if she liked men at all and she said she's '95% gay and 5% straight' and if a guy with a nice personality approached he she'd say yes, which made me feel like I didn't have a nice personality in her eyes cos she said no, but a bit later she said she isn't looking for a relationship then my cousin asked if she'd date me once I'm a girl, and she said if she's still in this city by then, it's a possibility.
Now yesterday, me and my cousin joined the Royal Marines Cadets with this lass, she's been going for 6weeks and she told us about it and it sounded awesome so we've joined and God she looks so hot in her Marine uniform, but besides the point, me ands my cousin went up to the field with the Unit to watch(we couldn't take part yesterday cos we need som consent forms signing) and watched this lass practising all these defence tactics with the rest of the Unit and at one point she looked me straight in the eys and gave me this look, I had to look away cos...I swear she was giving me a signal again.
And when we got back to Marines she showed that she knows I still fancy her, insanely, cos she was taking off her Marine Uniform complaining about how she hates it and I said 'I think it looks awesome on you' then she took her jacket off almost like a stripper and went 'well you would wouldn't you' in a friendly way of course.
I just love her so much but she won't date me and I feel bad that I fancy her while I'm with my gf. I love my gf alot but she lives down south so i don't see her much and also everytime i see this lass I fancy, I just lose myself.
Please help? What can I do?
I don't agee with threesome so it isn't a win win for me.
Now currently i'm dating a girl who's sweet, kind and absolutely awesome and I love verything about her and she's fine with my sexuality.
But before her I asked out a lesbian lass, I thought i had the slightest chance of success with her and you never no until you try, also I'd been getting a lot of signals from her so it had me thinkingshe was into me so I went for it and the response I got was 'Sorry hun but i'm gay ly x' and she stuck around after that to cheer me up and mke sure I wasn't too upset, which i wasn't at the time.
Lately me and this lass have been hanging about more though and building a friendship and she is so beautiful and she just has this way of talking to people that makes you feel like your valued and mean somthing to her and with most people when i'm talking to them, i feel like they aren't even listening but with this lass I kno she's listening and it makes me feel valued and worthwhile hanging with and two weeks later I introduced my cousin who is bi to her and she asked this lass out but thankfully the lass said 'no' cos she didn't know her well enough which was a relief to me cos I would have been so jealous.
Now last week, me, my cousin and this lass were in the park chilling and chatting and my cousin asked this lass if she liked men at all and she said she's '95% gay and 5% straight' and if a guy with a nice personality approached he she'd say yes, which made me feel like I didn't have a nice personality in her eyes cos she said no, but a bit later she said she isn't looking for a relationship then my cousin asked if she'd date me once I'm a girl, and she said if she's still in this city by then, it's a possibility.
Now yesterday, me and my cousin joined the Royal Marines Cadets with this lass, she's been going for 6weeks and she told us about it and it sounded awesome so we've joined and God she looks so hot in her Marine uniform, but besides the point, me ands my cousin went up to the field with the Unit to watch(we couldn't take part yesterday cos we need som consent forms signing) and watched this lass practising all these defence tactics with the rest of the Unit and at one point she looked me straight in the eys and gave me this look, I had to look away cos...I swear she was giving me a signal again.
And when we got back to Marines she showed that she knows I still fancy her, insanely, cos she was taking off her Marine Uniform complaining about how she hates it and I said 'I think it looks awesome on you' then she took her jacket off almost like a stripper and went 'well you would wouldn't you' in a friendly way of course.
I just love her so much but she won't date me and I feel bad that I fancy her while I'm with my gf. I love my gf alot but she lives down south so i don't see her much and also everytime i see this lass I fancy, I just lose myself.
Please help? What can I do?
I don't agee with threesome so it isn't a win win for me.