Mike Smith
New member
...way.? I am gay, and over the past few years I have realized that. and at first, like any devoted catholic, I tried to convince myself that I wasn't gay, praying to God so much asking him to help me, and it never worked, in a way I just ignored my feelings. I was never able to ignore them for to long, because his cruel sense of humor would kick in, and suddenly he would put an extremely cute guy in front of my on T.V., or in a poster etc. (d**n it, kurt from glee!!!) but I still persisted, until recently, God has it out for me, and doesn't want me too ignore my feelings, in a way I think me seeing so many cute men, was his way of saying that it is ok to be gay. and ever since I've realized that, I have been much happier, I pray to God multiple times a day, (which is great because before it was like once a week) and I feel like I have a good relationship with God, and like he is a good friend of mine in a way.
so what is the question in this? there is none. it is just to try to get it through to many of you who say that being gay means that you go to hell, that you won't go to hell for being gay. we don't love God any less, we can be devoted christians, we can do anything in the church that you can. the only difference is a preference. a way to think of it is some men like blond wemon, and some men like brunnette weomon. well some guys like women, and some guys like guys.
sorry for spelling women wrong.... twice. and those of you who say that I don't love God, I do love him, he is very important in my life, and don't even bother saying all that anyway, because don't you think I went over all that already with myself? yes I did. as I said this was over a period of a few years, and durring most of that time I was going over all of this beating myself up with it. I was scared of being gay, because of what the bible says about it. but in the end, I didn't choose to be gay just like you didn't choose to be strait, we just are, and there is no denying it or changing it, so why not just be out with it.
so what is the question in this? there is none. it is just to try to get it through to many of you who say that being gay means that you go to hell, that you won't go to hell for being gay. we don't love God any less, we can be devoted christians, we can do anything in the church that you can. the only difference is a preference. a way to think of it is some men like blond wemon, and some men like brunnette weomon. well some guys like women, and some guys like guys.
sorry for spelling women wrong.... twice. and those of you who say that I don't love God, I do love him, he is very important in my life, and don't even bother saying all that anyway, because don't you think I went over all that already with myself? yes I did. as I said this was over a period of a few years, and durring most of that time I was going over all of this beating myself up with it. I was scared of being gay, because of what the bible says about it. but in the end, I didn't choose to be gay just like you didn't choose to be strait, we just are, and there is no denying it or changing it, so why not just be out with it.