I'm going to my school's homecomming game tonight, but only becuase I feel like I have to. I'm attending college classes full time, so I don't get to see any of my "friends" very often. But truth be told, not many of the ppl I've always thought were my friends are. I went to corrination on Monday night and was snubbed by all but 3 ppl. I wasn't just ignored, nor was anyone curt to me, they just snubbed me. Look me up and down and look away. What the hell?! It's like, I've been friends with u guys since forever and u treat me like this cuz I'm not going to high school this year? Becuase I was presented a golden opprotunity and I took it? Fuck school spirtit. I shouldn't even go, but ever since I was young I had this belief that I had to keep up appearances and at least show up. If only for a short while. At least it won't go super long. And at least I'm not going to the dance. But my brother is. He's 16. He and my mom went out shopping today because he wanted to dress up. It was super cute. He even got a tie. (Which I had to tie for him since he doesn't know how and I do. I had to learn when I was working at a clothing store that sold ties.) He's showering up really well and puttin on some cologne. I wonder who's gadda be there. Sorry, this got off topic a bit. I just hate High School polotics. WHY THE FUCK CAN'T I GET AWAY FROM IT ALL????!