Holy, shit..That was, *chills down the spine*... I remember when my cuz, tryed to be cool, and cut himself.. Well, he did the wrong thing, he did it.. He lived, than he started smoking, he burnt the ciggerates out where he cut himself, then one day, the nicoteen from the ciggerates made him go crazy, he hung himself right infront of our family..He died, he made his life desicion, it sucks.
Matt was probably like a family member to you, I understand, my fathers side of the family is, homocidle, genicidle, and suicidle...They think they are fucking superman..Fucking losers they are...I lose atleast 2 family members from my dads side beetween 1month to 3 months..But, matt will always be in your heart, just reminicing about the good times, it's not to hurt you, but to bring back the good feeling you had, when you where hanging out with matt. Feel better, best of luck.