Girls Only: Is it cute or strange that my crush and I can't talk to each other?

Alan

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I've had a crush for like the longest time on a female coworker of mine, Sabrina.
She's been my coworker for like a year now.
She has no idea that she's the most beautiful brunette I have ever met.
She's never rolled her eyes at me, shake her head at me or gone, "Ugh" to me.
She is aware that I like her because I've given signs such as happily surprising her this past Valentine's Day by giving her Valentines- a Beatles lunchbox, a heart shaped chocolate lollipop and truffles.
She thanked me three times for the Valentines-twice for the chocolates by saying how good they tasted.
I've helped her out at times when she hasn't asked me to (work-wise).
I used to always find her after clocking out of work to find her so I could say "Bye" and "Goodnight" to her.
Aside from being sweet to her on this past Valentine's Day, she knows that I work hard at our job and that I am strong and a fast runner.
We have never talked much and I have never attempted to flirt with her.
We have looked at each other at times without saying anything to each other.
A few minutes before I clocked out of work a few nights ago, I noticed her looking at me.
The couple of times that we have looked at each other without saying anything to each other, I've heard her go, "Hmmm."
We have been blowing each other off for almost two months now.
I almost bought two tickets for us to see Chelsea Handler last month when she came to our city.
My heart sinks like every time I see her.
I've had girlfriends and have been on dates yet me feeling weird towards her has never gone away.
I don't have trouble talking to other females at my job even on a platonic level except her.
We can talk to other coworkers but we just don't or can't talk to each other.
 
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