littlebunny
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Hi, i have been suffering for years since i was 15,, i never told anyone in my family,, i was a master out of hiding it,,By the time I was in my late 20s it hit hard it made me unable to leave te house at times,, also, i finally went to a doctor, He put me on Zanax because I also had insommnia and i stopped caffine soda,, those were the best 5 years of my life, I was what I though ME ,,,,should be,, than I got lost my health insurance and Had to stop going because I just couldnt afford it anymore,,Its been a major struggle hiding iot froom jobs and familyI Think I have had such a hard time trying to set up a appointment with a new doctor I have some money squirred away for this but, Im so scared to have to meet a new doctor and have to talk to a stranger all over again,, Im having panic attacks about going to the psycatrist and keep putting it off,, anyone else ever go thru this?????,, in my head I know this will help me and I can be everything Im not know, but, im so scared about dealing with a doctor again!