First talk to your parents. Make sure that you communicate your anxieties and concerns to your parents so that together you can decide upon the appropriate course of action. If you've not already done so, talk to your high school guidance department or high school administration about your situation. Perhaps they can help you overcome your concerns about high school. However, if online programs seem to be the appropriate route for you they will probably be able to direct you to programs available in your state. If your high school is unable to assist you in finding online programs I'd recommend that you contact your local school district office. If you are unable to find the information you need at the local district level then contact the Washington State Department of Education. I have provided a website address for them. If you click on Support/Operations you will find information on digital learning and home-based instruction. The directors of these programs should be able to assist you. I also recommend that you examine charter schools. In some states there are charter schools that offer online and traditional alternative education programs. I hope this information is of some help to you. Good luck.