Not sure if you left yet but please don't worry about flying. I used to be so afraid but I actually enjoy it tons now.
Now the stats are pretty low on your plane crashing.
Also, just observe all the other passengers with you- young children, the elderly and look how relaxed they are.
Just enjoy the ride-think about how fun it is to be flying through the air-how free-how beautiful the view etc.
And think about the pilot? He surely doesn't want to crash so just think that he will do his best to ensure the plane flies smoothly because he neeRAB to get back to his family.
These are just some rational thoughts to think about but I am sure you can come up with your own.
