Fuck it.

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Dark KnighTBladeS

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Lately I just haven't had the motivation to do much of anything. I have no motivation to do anything at all in school. It just feels pointless, I have no goals, nothing I'm looking forward to doing, no job that I want to work towards. I have no motivation to do anything really. I don't feel any desire to go and play paintball, which I usually love doing. I just end up dragging myself there so I can kill some time. Its hard finding a reason to wake up in the morning to go to school other than I should be. I don't feel much anymore. I still laugh at funny jokes but somehow it just feels empty.

I know this all sounds really emo. If you made it this far, thanks for listening to my ramblings.
 
Good point, there for a while I felt like life was just a boring and I had no reason to really wake up. I didn't want to really do anything at all. I feel you on this one.
 
dude... you have to mix things up. If you have a schedule or set places you go to... change that shit up. If you enjoy paintball... find a new place to do it... make new rules. You cant just do the same old shit all the time... or you'll end up like.... well like you are now.
 
Yeah, mixing things up is something society forgot to include in life. Ironically, it is a requirement of life. Catch this bug quickly before it turns into drug use or depression.
 
I know how you feel. For me it seems as if life has no meaning to me as of right now. The absolute only time I don't feel like this is around my girl. Other than that I feel drained and too tired to do anything. So I guess I'm not in a position to help, but more so to let you know other people go through that shit also.
 
AC I can relate directly to this completley. I probably made a thread about it actually. It sucks man, and its not even that you care or really want to care.. If I were you I'd just try to find yourself and do whatever you want. Really, friends help a lot and if you have to having a good time with this all is about as much as you can do. If old things just are not the same.. or if you have no goals.. just do it now so you don't fuck yourself later when you actually want something. If you can't do anything that makes you feel good, do something that makes you work hard. Do a sport.. do homework.. do fucking jigsaw puzzles. Make yourself care enough so you don't limit your options.
 
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