samwisegamgee R
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Ok I had a dream that I had a kid at 17. I will be turning 17 in a few days. But I had the kid closer to my 18th bday. In the dream I had no idea of what happened that year and I kept trying to figure it out. I didn't even know who the father was. I seriously hoped that I was raped because I thought about the person I love and how a kid with someone else ruined everything. And I didn't want to be unchaste, or be disobedient to God. In real life I don't kiss, cuddle, any of that stuff, I don't even date. I just want to be with one person in my life after marriage lol. Anyways the kid didn't look like a newborn for being a newborn in the dream. It looked like it was 1 maybe. And it changed in the way it looked. First it had blonde hair then it was brown haired. Oh and it was a girl. lol sorry. But also last night I was thinking of how my kid would look if I married a blond-haired guy, or a darker haired guy. Anyways in the end of the dream I asked my mom who the father was and she gave me this weird name. And I asked why it happened and she said you know this happens and something about demons controlling. My mom in real life and I guess dreams too lol is very Christian and she believes in all of that stuff. I'm don't, I'm Baha'i. Anyways I got freaked out so I went to reach for her hand but as I did that someone on tv starting saying a Baha'i prayer for children and I got all excited. And I was like that's Baha'i! And my mom got all pissed off and she gave me a mad look. Because in real life she is against the Baha'i faith. =/ So I'm just wondering what this could mean. Also, my family embraced the kid, it was kind of weird. Is it just my imagination? Is the kid a metaphor for something?
BTW it's not all involved I don't think, it's just a bit long. If that makes sense lol
BTW it's not all involved I don't think, it's just a bit long. If that makes sense lol