Finished my full rap finally, please rate?

I don't think she understands the sacrifices that I made
Maybe if this b!t(H had acted right I would've stayed..
But I've already wasted over half of my life I would've laid,
Down and died for you, I no longer cry for you..
No more pain b!t(h you...
Took me for granted
took my heart and ran it straight into the planet!
Into the dirt I can no longer stand it..
Now my respect I demand it!
Imma take control of this relationship, Command it!
and imma be the boss of you now god dang it!
And what I mean is that I will no longer let you control me..
So you better hear me out, this much you owe me!
I gave up my life for you, totally devoted to you while I've stayed
Faithful all the way, this is how I effin get repaid?
Look at how I dress, effin baggy sweats, go to work a mess!
Always in a rush to get back to you, I ain't heard you yet!
Not even once say you appreciate me, I deserve respect.
Ive done my best, to give you nothing less, than perfectness
And I know that if I end this I'll no longer have nothing left.
But you keep treating me like a staircase it's time to effin step
And I wont be coming back so don't hold your effin breath
You know what you've done no need to go in depth!
I told you, you'd be sorry if I effin left!
Id laugh while you wept..
Hows it feel now, yeah, funny ain't it? you NEGLECted
me.. Did me a favor although my spirit free you've set.
But a special place for you in my heart I have kept
It's unfortunate but it's...

(CHORUS)

I feel like when I bend over backwards for you all you do is laugh..
Cause that ain't good enough, you expect me to fold myself in half?
Til I snap.
Don't think I'm loyal?
All I do is rap!
How can I moonlight on the side?
I have no life outside of that!
Don't I give you enough of my time?
You don't think so do you?..
Jealous when I spend time with the girls...
Why I'm married to you...
still man I don't know
But tonight I'm serving you with papers
I'm divorcing you!
Go marry someone else and make em famous
And take away their freedom like you did to me!!!
Treat em like you don't need them and they ain't worthy of you..
Feed em the same sh!t that you made me eat!
I'm moving on forget you oh,
Now I'm special? Oh, I didn't feel special when i was with you...
All I ever felt was this
Helplessness..
Imprisoned by a selfish b!t(h!
Chew me up and spit me out
I fell for this, so many times It's ridiculous!
And still I stick with this..
I'm sick of this but in my sickness and addiction...
You're as addictive as they get..
Evil as they come, vindictive as they make em!
My friends keep asking why I can't just walk away from it?
I'm addicted
To the pain, the stress
the drama I'm drown in so I guess
imma mess..
Cursed and blessed
But this time, Ain't changing my mind, I'm climbing out this abyss...
You screaming as I walk out that I'll be missed!
But when you spoke to people who meant the most to you, You left me off your list...

EF you hip-hop
I'm leaving you, my life sentence is served b!t(h!
 
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