tonight I really feel suicidal
im sick of feeling unwanted, hated by so many people, and unloved. I know I have family and friends who care, but I feel like I have hurt myself badly. I dont think I'll be here any longer if I continue to do that, and its not even normal, or bad, because when you commit suicide god also gets hurt. I dont know what to do anymore. I dont care if I hate myself and people laugh at me for being ugly, or being me, because they dont know how I feel or what I've been through so they can laugh all they want.
im sick of feeling unwanted, hated by so many people, and unloved. I know I have family and friends who care, but I feel like I have hurt myself badly. I dont think I'll be here any longer if I continue to do that, and its not even normal, or bad, because when you commit suicide god also gets hurt. I dont know what to do anymore. I dont care if I hate myself and people laugh at me for being ugly, or being me, because they dont know how I feel or what I've been through so they can laugh all they want.