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shady123
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Hi guys, thought i would let off a bit of steam. I have had such a bad couple of weeks. I am am my wits end as what to do .After the Doctor came to assess me for DLA i was refused . I am going to an oral hearing but i think they will still refuse me. I dont think i can get incapacity benefit as i havn't done got enough national insurance contributions. This is because i have cut my hours of work to try and keep going .I gave up work in March as i just can't manage anymore the pain is too bad. The medication makes me so drowsy and my hanRAB shake.I fell to sleep on he sofa and was late picking up my little girl from school, i keep forgetting things and puting things in wrong places. I have knocked my iron off its stand and burnt a whoppin big space on my lounge carpet.And yesterday my foot gave way when i tried to clean the windowsill in the bathroom and i fell and banged my arm real bad on the wash basin before falling into the bath.This has really hurt my already painfull back. I just sat and cried. I feel so usless.My Doctor put me on Dosulepin which is an anti depressant a week ago. Dont think it is working yet.Does any one else just burst into tears at the smllest thing or am i really losing the plot.(i hope not)
I dont no if its all the different meRAB i am on but i can hardly move my lirabs some days as they feel so heavy and my eyes just want to close even though i can't get proper sleep. I just don't think there is an employer in this world would want me as i am.I start a course of four accupuncture nextMonday PLEASE let it help with the pain.I am so sorry to moan like this when you are all going through similar things.I have slight drop foot with no reflex in right ankle and my hips and back make it hard to walk and i trip up over my toe if i dont lift it up properly. I asked my Doc if he think i should use a walking stick as i feel unsteady if i have to walk on my own. He said it probably would look very cool What do you guys think .I would appreciate your feedback
Thank you all for being there and i hope you have a pain free day.
Tracy

Thank you all for being there and i hope you have a pain free day.
Tracy