For the past week I have been feeling really irritated with my boyfriend for no reason at all. He'll like ask me to do him a favor or something silly and I'll immediately feel angry and irritated and not want to be around him. I know I love him and when I get angry I try to be really nice and It makes me feel even worse.
Along with the irritation I'm feeling, I also have no desire for intimacy with him. Last night he asked if i wanted to make love and I wanted to say no but I felt like shit for saying that so I was like yeah and i like got irritated during and frustrated because I couldn't concentrate or get into the moment and had to end up faking it. And then afterward I felt ashamed and upset. It wasn't anything that he was doing wrong, it was all me.
I feel so bad about this. I know I love my boyfriend and that I want to be with him. I just don't know what is bringing on this behavior. Could I have a mental problem? Am I overly stressing about some other aspect of my life? I just need an answer.
Along with the irritation I'm feeling, I also have no desire for intimacy with him. Last night he asked if i wanted to make love and I wanted to say no but I felt like shit for saying that so I was like yeah and i like got irritated during and frustrated because I couldn't concentrate or get into the moment and had to end up faking it. And then afterward I felt ashamed and upset. It wasn't anything that he was doing wrong, it was all me.
I feel so bad about this. I know I love my boyfriend and that I want to be with him. I just don't know what is bringing on this behavior. Could I have a mental problem? Am I overly stressing about some other aspect of my life? I just need an answer.