Feel like an oddball, shy and awkward. returning to study after having kids..?

shandycane

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Im a single mum in my thirties. I have a boyfriend and three children. I have recently started at college and find the work okay, and recently found out i have dyslexia. Its all such hard work and I dunno if I can carry on like I have been. I love the work, despite my learning probs. The thing is I find it really difficult some days. Some days I go in and feel confident, get on with the guys in my group. Other times I chat and join in group discussion but feel a complete outsider. Its like im not on the same plain as everyone else and I just wana run away! I think part of it is most of the guys in my grp are younger and had less life exp. than me and I just feel so disadvantaged from having so much exp in life in general. I dont talk much and chat only occasinally as Im quite shy anyway.
Any tips would be so great. Im feeling quite scared and alone right now and cant tell anyone how i feel. thankyou for listening....
 
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