falling in love wit ur child hood best friend?

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ive known him since we were 4 he would go every were wit me he would sleep over go on vacations wit us and everything until he moved 3 yrs ago we still remained friends and talked, hung out here & THERE WE ARE now 18 & he has a serious relationship wit a girl who graduated wit my class and has been wit her for 3 yrs he is still in high school and will be graduating this july and for a while i had felt some feeling for him but i wasn't sure if it was in love or something Else but after losing my best female friend in a car wreak 2 months ago lately ive found myself crying over how much i miss him and Just overall having feelings i feel i need to tell him and my best female friend always said i should talk to him but i dont know if i should Cause im scared to mess up things for him and his gf as well as are friend ship