Am a complicated person who had an extremely bad unfortunate pathetic life i never get a break and if i got one its brief and i always pay for it..but that isn't the issue now my problem that i had all my life on top of everything is my horrible rapid mood swings everyday i go through the same thing i either feel deep depression to the point that am suicidal and hate my existence (i believe that suicide is a sin so its not an option for me if it was though i would've done it a long time ago) when am in that mood i'm inconsolable i cry uncontrollably and i lock myself in my room with the lights off sometimes for days sometimes for hours or even minutes depends on the next mood swing which will be weird unreal happiness all of a sudden am giddy happy hopeful planing my life and i have so much energy, i want to do everything but those don't last for long and then comes my rageful mood i feel so irritated and get pissed off from the smallest things and the smallest sounds would drive me crazy!! i need suggestions does anyone feel the same or felt the same and if you did how u deal with it?
Extreme mood swings! will this rollercoaster ride ever end?
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