Hi, I have a friend who is currently going through air force basic training. Actually, he used to be my boyfriend, but he wanted to take a break and figure his life out before he made any big decisions. We have known each other for a long time, but we are both only 20 so we are trying to be smart...He told me he would most likely come back to me and we ended on good terms. We were already long distance and before he left he was coming to visit me every week. (it was a long, four hour drive, too!) He wanted to see my family and everything...and i went to visit him a couple times too.
Anyways, it was hard saying goodbye to him we hugged/cried ect. But now I feel like I am in limbo waiting for a call...he said he would, but its been four weeks. He asked me not to write him letters and I dont have his address so I really cant.
I have been writing letters on the side, so when he comes back he will know that i was thinking of him. I really love him and this is so painful not knowing if he even feels the same anymore. He was acting distant emotionally and even physically right before he left.. Technically we are not together anymore, but it never really felt like we ended things. I'm waiting for him but I'm completly lost on what to do next.
I would love to talk to someone who is/has gone through something like this. I feel so alone right now
Anyways, it was hard saying goodbye to him we hugged/cried ect. But now I feel like I am in limbo waiting for a call...he said he would, but its been four weeks. He asked me not to write him letters and I dont have his address so I really cant.
I have been writing letters on the side, so when he comes back he will know that i was thinking of him. I really love him and this is so painful not knowing if he even feels the same anymore. He was acting distant emotionally and even physically right before he left.. Technically we are not together anymore, but it never really felt like we ended things. I'm waiting for him but I'm completly lost on what to do next.
I would love to talk to someone who is/has gone through something like this. I feel so alone right now