I don't think I'm hideous, I don't have any unusual features or deformities.
For example, I'm a sophomore and I was put into a junior class with only 3 other people in my grade. The junior class kept looking back at me during the whole class. When the teacher would call on me, 70% of the class turn around and look back at me but when he calls on someone else no one looks. This one girl who was right in front of me turns all the way around and looks me directly in the face.
There are also loads of groups in my school and a lot of them look at me a lot and seem to be talking about me. It's like everyone talks about me and it gets spread to people that I don't know. A group of people in the back of the lunch room just stare at me talking and keep looking back up at me. It's like everyone is obsessed with something about me, or everyone hates me. This happens everywhere I go, but especially at my school. At my old middle school no one did this but it's probably because I knew everyone so well. The fact that it happens everywhere I go makes me paranoid and it makes me think that I have some sort of negative energy or something and that "no matter what I do, everyone will always hate me".
If I talk to one of them, they act too friendly or they act weird and seem to report back to everyone else what I said. What's up with this? It makes me so paranoid and depressed and makes me feel like everyone will always end up hating me. Could I have some sort of negative energy or something?
For example, I'm a sophomore and I was put into a junior class with only 3 other people in my grade. The junior class kept looking back at me during the whole class. When the teacher would call on me, 70% of the class turn around and look back at me but when he calls on someone else no one looks. This one girl who was right in front of me turns all the way around and looks me directly in the face.
There are also loads of groups in my school and a lot of them look at me a lot and seem to be talking about me. It's like everyone talks about me and it gets spread to people that I don't know. A group of people in the back of the lunch room just stare at me talking and keep looking back up at me. It's like everyone is obsessed with something about me, or everyone hates me. This happens everywhere I go, but especially at my school. At my old middle school no one did this but it's probably because I knew everyone so well. The fact that it happens everywhere I go makes me paranoid and it makes me think that I have some sort of negative energy or something and that "no matter what I do, everyone will always hate me".
If I talk to one of them, they act too friendly or they act weird and seem to report back to everyone else what I said. What's up with this? It makes me so paranoid and depressed and makes me feel like everyone will always end up hating me. Could I have some sort of negative energy or something?