Ok, here it goes. I'm 26, in a dead end job, and my social life is pretty diminutive..I work night's at my local supermarket, Asda. Which obviously doesn't help on the social side of thing's. The money is pretty good, and i get on very well with my fellow colleague's. That's why i stay there,plus it's a stable job in today's economy.
Also i've been single all my life too, and haven't been on a date for year's. I have mild/moderate acne, that also effect's my confidence a great deal. I know need too get out of this rut, and start living my life. Which is why i've booked too go Australia later this year on a working holiday, and hopefully re-invent myself. But i wonder if i'm doing the right thing, or if i should try too make changes here in the UK?
However i do feel tried off my life in England.Working every weekend, while all my "so called" mate's go out, and have fun. The reason i say "so called", is because i'm not really that close too any of them in all honesty, and i'm just more like an associate too them. Just being called upon, whenever they need for a favor. Even my so called best friend i've started too find incredibly irritating of late. Although he classes me as his best friend, i'm not sure i feel the same. I see him as very child like, and selfish at times. When he find out i'd booked too go Australia later this year. His first concern was not having a goalkeeper for are 5 a side football team, and the possibility of him having too stop playing.Which for someone who calls themselves your best friend, seemed abit unsupported too say the least. Considering he knew it's been my dream to go back too Australia one day.
So basically i'm just for an outsider's point of view please? Should i cancel my trip too Australia, and try make better of my life here in England? Or stick too my plan's, and go try, re-invent myself down under?
Also i've been single all my life too, and haven't been on a date for year's. I have mild/moderate acne, that also effect's my confidence a great deal. I know need too get out of this rut, and start living my life. Which is why i've booked too go Australia later this year on a working holiday, and hopefully re-invent myself. But i wonder if i'm doing the right thing, or if i should try too make changes here in the UK?
However i do feel tried off my life in England.Working every weekend, while all my "so called" mate's go out, and have fun. The reason i say "so called", is because i'm not really that close too any of them in all honesty, and i'm just more like an associate too them. Just being called upon, whenever they need for a favor. Even my so called best friend i've started too find incredibly irritating of late. Although he classes me as his best friend, i'm not sure i feel the same. I see him as very child like, and selfish at times. When he find out i'd booked too go Australia later this year. His first concern was not having a goalkeeper for are 5 a side football team, and the possibility of him having too stop playing.Which for someone who calls themselves your best friend, seemed abit unsupported too say the least. Considering he knew it's been my dream to go back too Australia one day.
So basically i'm just for an outsider's point of view please? Should i cancel my trip too Australia, and try make better of my life here in England? Or stick too my plan's, and go try, re-invent myself down under?