LT Nirassil
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I have reason to believe that I have (or that I am developing) an eating disorder.
This is how it goes: I binge on food, and then I starve myself afterwords for several meals. Then I start eating normally again, until I feel lonely again, and then I binge eat again, and then I starve myself again due to the guilt I feel from stuffing my face.
I fear this may be headed to the point that I start purging after I binge.
I don't want this to go any further then it already has, and I want to draw the line here.
Thing is, I'm perfectly happy about my body shape and my weight. I love my body, and I love myself, and I don't want to end up ruining my health more then I already have. Trouble is, is that I can't find ANY help online that doesn't point to 'you being unhappy about your weight and/or appearance' as the cause of any and every eating disorder on the planet. I'm getting desperate at this point.
Does anyone out there have any advice at all? I've talked with my parents about it, and I do plan on seeing a doctor at some point. But I wish to know any advice the people of the online community may have. I'm beginning to feel like the only person out there who doesn't think they need to lose weight, but still has an eating disorder.
I'm female, 16 years old, I weigh 109 pounds, and I'm 5'7 inches tall.
This is how it goes: I binge on food, and then I starve myself afterwords for several meals. Then I start eating normally again, until I feel lonely again, and then I binge eat again, and then I starve myself again due to the guilt I feel from stuffing my face.
I fear this may be headed to the point that I start purging after I binge.
I don't want this to go any further then it already has, and I want to draw the line here.
Thing is, I'm perfectly happy about my body shape and my weight. I love my body, and I love myself, and I don't want to end up ruining my health more then I already have. Trouble is, is that I can't find ANY help online that doesn't point to 'you being unhappy about your weight and/or appearance' as the cause of any and every eating disorder on the planet. I'm getting desperate at this point.
Does anyone out there have any advice at all? I've talked with my parents about it, and I do plan on seeing a doctor at some point. But I wish to know any advice the people of the online community may have. I'm beginning to feel like the only person out there who doesn't think they need to lose weight, but still has an eating disorder.
I'm female, 16 years old, I weigh 109 pounds, and I'm 5'7 inches tall.