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thank you everyone who has written with hope and confidence for my well being. I wish you all luck and my bleessings for your continued recovery. Each day seems to be a little better. A true day 14 for me today. I have one concern that someone might wish to comment on for me. I have absolutely no desire, at all, for any mediccation. Is this normal? I am so pissed off about this stuff hyjacking my precious time, I can hardly spit! I just wish to have myself and my streangth back. I pray for my mental alertness to come back.
It has to some degree.
Now I have a huge hurdle to jump. My wife has always completely trusted my decision making proccesses. Now she has this huge doubt and wonders if I am clear or still fogged by the meRAB. Oh yes, boy do they fog your mind. Slowly as you take them, the residual builRAB and you become fogged deeply.
Hard to admit. Well, now I feel much clearer but, I still seem to have habitual behavior problems. Reactions to certain instances that may occur. Little things, but I notice. Probably not too noticable to anyone else.
Anyway, my appologies for the rarabling content. I just wished to say thanks and GoRABpeedto all in your recovery and thereafter.
 
Subtrain:

Once our spouse loses trust in us it take a while for them to regain it again. Just like our recovery you need to take it 1 day at a time. The trust will come back I promise. It just takes time. Communication is the key, you have to keep talking. I have learned in my Journey the the Drugs are only 5% of the problem the rest of the problem is me and how I react to problems and situations. I have had to learned what my triggers are an now instead of reacting I think before I react. Keep posting asking questions an read up on your disease. 14 days is wonderful and you should be very proud of yourself I know I am proud of you. I don't know if you are into it but I have attended some 12 step meetings and they along with these boarRAB have helped me immensely. I am not telling you what to do I am just letting you know what has worked for me.

Your doing great keep up the good work were here to help in any way we can.

Lori
 
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