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I am in my first semester of college,and it has sucked pretty badly! Im a psychology major and eventhough I do find it interesting I know its not what I want to do with my life. I've been dancing for the past 14 years and would like to persue that as a career but my parents want me to go to school. I belive that if I were going to a school with a dance program i would be more motivated (but that is not an option because of money $)I dont know if I want to continue school or not (especially with my failing grades) Im not motivated at all in class (even though money is a motivation due to the fact that my father has paid $2000 for my education this semester). It's not that im necessarily slacking off, but I think im not ready for the workload. Im taking 13 hours and none of the classes except psychology interest me at all. I have studied but have failed my tests in my classes, hence my grades,yet I have done all of my homework. Now it is a week until finals and I'm afraid that I am going to fail or recieve D's in my classes and my parents are going to be very upset. But im not motivated at all except for the money that my father is investing. And I feel really bad and like Im a failure, and that my father has wasted two thousand dollars on me. I dont know what to do!! Im going to study for my finals next week and hope to pass, but I honestly dont think I will seeing as how I havent done well on my other tests in my classes. I hope to somehow pass my finals and hope that they will bring up my grades but i dont believe that it is possible. Does anyone have any advice for my situation?