Don't fucking do it.

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veckymksc

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This is not a cry for help. I am not looking for pity. I am not looking for attention. I am not looking for sympathy. I'm looking to inform.

For a large amount of reasons, on Friday I tried to end my life.

Worst fucking decision of all time? YES.

How? I drank industrial strength dish washing detergent.

How did it turn out? I got a 14 hour ER stay. I've pushed one of the most important people in my life away from me. Everyone within a twenty mile radius of where I live knows.

I'm posting this because I want everyone to know beyond a shadow of a doubt, everything in your life could be a lot worse. Just try and keep your head up and pull through.
 
OK, papagnome-ism is probably a bad call. If you don't know what I mean, I'm sure the other members will fill this thread with that info for you.

Just on a stupid note: How do think that taking your own life will solve anything? It only creates pain for those still in your life. You might as well walk right up to your parents and tell them that you don't love them and you never have. That's what you leave them and all you geht is dead. Considering that nobody here has ever been there, how do you know that death is such a wonderful answer to life's problems? Dying is easy. Life is problematic. Without struggle you can not progress. If life were to be so easy, it would mean very little to all.

Wake up.
 
Well, as I stated in the first place, this wasn't a grab for attention. It was a very selfish decision, which I've realized completely. I've learned from it. Papagnome obviously wasn't my intention with this post. I was just trying to share some knowledge.
 
We all get downs; some more plummeting than others, but in the end you do get picked up. We all meet that new cute girl / guy , get a pay raise, or find out we have an X-gene that lets us shoot lazurhs out of our eyes.

In all seriousness, though, good post. Life is worth living. It's fucking beautiful, mate. Everything and anything in life can be looked at positively, it's redundantly perfect.

It's not even about adding years to your life.
It's about adding life to your years.
 
Share knowledge? Of what exactly? The knowledge or your inability to exercise better judgement in critical times of your life? Critical times of life that 99% of the world populace deal with daily? Or were you attempting to share your vast knowledge of your brush with death? I'm pretty sure most if not all of us have some amount of common knowledge as to what death has to offer - pretty much the opposite life has to offer. Imagine... nothing. A little bit of pain coupled with a lot of life seems a fair trade considering the alternative.
 
The intention was to more or less possibly speak out to people that might be having similar problems at this point in time through my mistakes. I guess it was wrong of me to assume that people would except that without smartass skepticism and with an open mind.
 
I'm not trying to be a dick. You'll just have to try and accept the fact that a vast majority of people will not share your lightened view of said subject. You'll also have to learn how to accept criticism. Some people take this subject seriously as they have already been recipient to loss. Not everyone is going to be so welcomed by the idea of "giving up", failing at that, and publicly asking opinions on it. You see, I'm one of the more open minded, nicer members you'll likely have this conversation with. I do have the ability to understand both points of view. Relax. The calm before the storm swiftly approaches my friend. You see, when the regulars (old school members) pop in, they will relentlessly, and with extreme prejudice, hand your ass to you, and most likely - not intact, for being so foolish.

No matter how bad you think you have it - quickly, it can geht far worse.

Enjoy.
 
I'm pretty damn glad I didn't succeed as well. I've got a lot of friends that love me. I wish I would have thought about that in the first place.
 
Well, it sounds like lesson learned. Life turns to shit, don't kill yourself.

I'm not really makign light of this at all. I take suicide and the thoughts of it very seriously. Unfortunately, Pariah, this is not the crowd to get much more than sarcastic responces form, except for the few that do actually have tact and may even be able to relate.

I'm glad you decided to share your enlightenment with us. It's not easy to admit you tried to do something that didn't work out and you learned from it. It's a good thing you learned the better lesson other than if you fail, try try again. That one is not the lesson to learn in this situation. It's try and fail, don't do it again! You would have been missed.

True suicide is the most selfish act one can do to themselves. That's why even depression can be considered selfish as well. It's the start of selfish, ugly thoughts such as suicide and how to end your own pain. Thank goodness you weren't trying to off yourself to get back at someone else. I've heard of that one and that's just cruel and the most absolute dumbest thing anyone can ever do. So kudos there for you! Still, it hurts everyone around you from whatever reason you decide to try to kill yourself. There's always help and there's always a light at the end of the tunnel no matter how dim it may appear.

I'm glad you are doing much better.

NOTE: Please stay away from the detergents. That stuff is bad for you.
 
Good thing you didn't do it right. Otherwise you wouldn't be breathing. Breathing and having the chance to make things right is much better than not breathing and being able to do nothing. You now have an opportunity to help others and create a better world. I suggest you use it.
 
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