damn that sucks im not going to judge you for it because i don't know what kind of things you have to deal with in your life i know this is not what you want to hear but you need to get that cut checked i know that seems like a bad idea right now but later it will turn out better because if you can see that yellowish tissue you really really don't want something like that getting infected cuz that would be much worse than just getting it takin care of trust me on this one iv seen a cut like that infected before because my friend waited too long to go get it takin care of he is ok now but it was BAD