I have this friend....we are really close and have been best friends for like two years.....im really attracted to her and she is to me.....and we have alot of sexual tension.......like she has said she wants to have sex with me......give me a hand job and a ******** before and stuff like that....Honestly ive told her I want to be her boyfriend twice, and she has said that she needs time cause she got out of a relationship not to long ago......so we got really physical one day and right before we were about to do the dirty for the first time she pulled back and said "i love our friendship so much i dont wanna mess it up over sex cause it will change everything. I like how we are" and that hurt me alot for some reason....so we put our cloths back on and talked for awhile apparently she thinks having sex with me is going to change everything...and I really dont see that its not like im going to change or anything just cause we had sex... Does throwing sex into the equation really change/ruin everything? what does she mean
im 19 shes 20 if it matters
im 19 shes 20 if it matters