Does this sound like I was abused. Would this one incident affect me?(Graphic).?

Bennie

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I was in my babysitters house when her son who was in high school called me up to his room. The mother informed me that her son had called me up stairs. Why she thought this wasn't a problem was beyond me. So, I walked up stairs into his bedroom. He told me to lie down on the bed, I did. He told me to take my pants and underwear off, and I did. He spread my legs open and began fondling me. I blocked all of this out by stair at his television screen which at the time had a video game playing. He did it for a few minutes before another little boy walked upstairs and opened the door to see what was going on. The high schooler told him to get out and then he stopped touching me. Has this incident affected me?? I also was raised in a single-parent household where I wasn't around many men.
I was around 4 when this happened to me. I told my mom and she told me that she didn't want to hear it. :( ( ( I'm sad.
I WAS FCKING FOUR YEARS OLD. You tell me why I couldn't resist?? I didn't know what the hell was going on! That's why I didn't know what to do.
 
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