ixshouldkillyou
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well last night, i went out drinking with my aunty, some of her mates, and this dude one year older than me. let's just call him T-man.
well, first time i really properly met T-man was just last night, but, we really seemed to hit it off. it may have helped a little that we were both pretty drunk, and had "liquid courage" but yeah, when we were in the car just tagging along back into town to get another box <we were drinking out on a farm> we ended up leaning on each other somehow, even though there was my aunty sitting in between us.
then, when we got back out on to the farm, we sat by each other, like we were before we went to get the box, except this time, there was a lot more tension.there were, maybe, like, two pillows in between us, but they were just cushions, and he ended up grabbing my hand and massaging it underneath these cushions, because my aunty is kinda uptight about me having any kind of affectionate-ness shown. then, since my hand's on my thigh anyways, let's just say he moved a little north of my hand, and since im sooo wasted, i can't really move his hand, anyways, i was enjoying the attention.
this is when my aunty notices all our extra friendliness and decides we have to go home, but oh no, all her friends wanted to come back to our place, so, so much for her plan of splitting up me and T-man.
But then she realises she can just put us in seperate cars. but she cant because her boyfriend won't let her, so me and T-man, T-man's big brother R-man, and our sober driver all pile into a mini car. this is when it starts getting weird.
You'd think if your big fucking, 7 years older than you brother was just in front of you in the front seat would calm T-man down, and make him not do all this QUITE so much, but no, he doesn't seen to care. i'll just leave it at the fact that there were tounges involved, and upper and lower body touching on both of our parts, because i'm not exactly an angel am i?
but then i remember that R-man's in there, and even if he's wasted, we still had to be careful of our sober driver, R-man's partner. plus the fact we're driving into town now, and there are streetlights.
then, we get home at maybe about 4am, and even though T-man is continuously harrassed by my aunty to get on the other side of the room from me, he stays beside me, even as i'm curled in a ball he's still sitting beside me, feeling my ass. the thing is that, by the time we'd started making out in the car, even though i was still pretty drunk, he was virtually sober, because i growled him about drinking so much.
i guess my question is, does that kiss count? i mean, i actually do like him, he's funny, and shy, and sensitive, and since it was the morning after, he didn't attempt to ditch me, even though i was acting like a bitch because of my hangover, so that leads me to think he likes me back... and he was putting up with heaps of crap from both our families.
what do you think?
no, i didn't ask him to stop, it was just i was so wasted i knew i SHOULD'VE but i just didn't want him to
well, first time i really properly met T-man was just last night, but, we really seemed to hit it off. it may have helped a little that we were both pretty drunk, and had "liquid courage" but yeah, when we were in the car just tagging along back into town to get another box <we were drinking out on a farm> we ended up leaning on each other somehow, even though there was my aunty sitting in between us.
then, when we got back out on to the farm, we sat by each other, like we were before we went to get the box, except this time, there was a lot more tension.there were, maybe, like, two pillows in between us, but they were just cushions, and he ended up grabbing my hand and massaging it underneath these cushions, because my aunty is kinda uptight about me having any kind of affectionate-ness shown. then, since my hand's on my thigh anyways, let's just say he moved a little north of my hand, and since im sooo wasted, i can't really move his hand, anyways, i was enjoying the attention.
this is when my aunty notices all our extra friendliness and decides we have to go home, but oh no, all her friends wanted to come back to our place, so, so much for her plan of splitting up me and T-man.
But then she realises she can just put us in seperate cars. but she cant because her boyfriend won't let her, so me and T-man, T-man's big brother R-man, and our sober driver all pile into a mini car. this is when it starts getting weird.
You'd think if your big fucking, 7 years older than you brother was just in front of you in the front seat would calm T-man down, and make him not do all this QUITE so much, but no, he doesn't seen to care. i'll just leave it at the fact that there were tounges involved, and upper and lower body touching on both of our parts, because i'm not exactly an angel am i?
but then i remember that R-man's in there, and even if he's wasted, we still had to be careful of our sober driver, R-man's partner. plus the fact we're driving into town now, and there are streetlights.
then, we get home at maybe about 4am, and even though T-man is continuously harrassed by my aunty to get on the other side of the room from me, he stays beside me, even as i'm curled in a ball he's still sitting beside me, feeling my ass. the thing is that, by the time we'd started making out in the car, even though i was still pretty drunk, he was virtually sober, because i growled him about drinking so much.
i guess my question is, does that kiss count? i mean, i actually do like him, he's funny, and shy, and sensitive, and since it was the morning after, he didn't attempt to ditch me, even though i was acting like a bitch because of my hangover, so that leads me to think he likes me back... and he was putting up with heaps of crap from both our families.
what do you think?
no, i didn't ask him to stop, it was just i was so wasted i knew i SHOULD'VE but i just didn't want him to