Valentine's, feel free? Ok, so I hope y'all have a great Valentine's day, (even though I think it's a corporate holiday) but hey maybe I'm just bitter. LOL First, let me start off with me, I'm almost 17, I've been on dates but I've never had a bf or been kissed. I'm kind of a "goody two shoes" and very careful about my decisions, and I was raised in a very old fashioned matter, so I think a guy should always ask out the girl.
Let's start off with "Shane" He was my little "boyfriend" in 8th grade, but after we were "going out" I found out he had many little girlfriends, and I find this so silly now, but I was so heartbroken at the time. :/ lol
Then there was "Christian" He was PERFECT and boy oh boy was he hot, he had everything I wanted. He was a musician, close to his family AND he was an alter boy at church but he was turning 18, and he thought I was too young, even though he thought I was pretty, unfortunately I wasted 2 years pining over him. SIgh. Another guy had liked me at the time but I was so hung up over "Christian"
Then there was "Erin" who was my best friend, but he was a jerk. I think he was just using me for something I would not give, and we stopped talking. bleh. At the same time, his best friend "Vince" asked me to go out and I said sure thinking we were going just as friends, but he paid for everything, and I felt so bad because I just didn't like him that way.
Can't forget "John" from Europe. He's liked me for a year but I will not have a long distance relationship because my mom and dad had one, and they got divorced when I was five.
If you're still reading this, I love you. haha Ok, the last one: the one that hurt the most: "Ashton" He was so sweet and nice in the beginning, he called me ever day. He was long distance too, but some of his family lived here, so he wanted to come during the summer. I was so excited, he wanted me to write him a letter, and the day I was going to send it, I found out he got a girlfriend. Oh, I was crying, I had never been hurt like that before, I still think of him.
The newest one, let's call him..."Jake" He MAY like me, he's always trying to talk to me...I'm not exactly sure, there's a stupid "get a crush (soda) for your crush" thing they're doing at school tomorrow, but I don't exactly know if he's going to get me one, I heard he likes me but I don't know about him. Most of the time I say, "Oh he's not my type" but when I'm with him, I find myself flirting! The thing is my friend liked him a while back SO much, but she has a bf now. She's a little dramatic. Let's just say she can be a very selfish girl, but I'm always there for her, so I would feel awful if he bought me the pop, but I still want him to buy me the damn pop! LOL What's wrong with me? Why is nothing working out? I've found myself being negative most of the time now, because i know nothing is going to happen. Also, what do you think of my little newest crush and my love life in general? And extra comments or your personal love life stories would be fun!
haha this is more of a rant than a question.
LMAO I expected that, it's cool.
Let's start off with "Shane" He was my little "boyfriend" in 8th grade, but after we were "going out" I found out he had many little girlfriends, and I find this so silly now, but I was so heartbroken at the time. :/ lol
Then there was "Christian" He was PERFECT and boy oh boy was he hot, he had everything I wanted. He was a musician, close to his family AND he was an alter boy at church but he was turning 18, and he thought I was too young, even though he thought I was pretty, unfortunately I wasted 2 years pining over him. SIgh. Another guy had liked me at the time but I was so hung up over "Christian"
Then there was "Erin" who was my best friend, but he was a jerk. I think he was just using me for something I would not give, and we stopped talking. bleh. At the same time, his best friend "Vince" asked me to go out and I said sure thinking we were going just as friends, but he paid for everything, and I felt so bad because I just didn't like him that way.
Can't forget "John" from Europe. He's liked me for a year but I will not have a long distance relationship because my mom and dad had one, and they got divorced when I was five.
If you're still reading this, I love you. haha Ok, the last one: the one that hurt the most: "Ashton" He was so sweet and nice in the beginning, he called me ever day. He was long distance too, but some of his family lived here, so he wanted to come during the summer. I was so excited, he wanted me to write him a letter, and the day I was going to send it, I found out he got a girlfriend. Oh, I was crying, I had never been hurt like that before, I still think of him.
The newest one, let's call him..."Jake" He MAY like me, he's always trying to talk to me...I'm not exactly sure, there's a stupid "get a crush (soda) for your crush" thing they're doing at school tomorrow, but I don't exactly know if he's going to get me one, I heard he likes me but I don't know about him. Most of the time I say, "Oh he's not my type" but when I'm with him, I find myself flirting! The thing is my friend liked him a while back SO much, but she has a bf now. She's a little dramatic. Let's just say she can be a very selfish girl, but I'm always there for her, so I would feel awful if he bought me the pop, but I still want him to buy me the damn pop! LOL What's wrong with me? Why is nothing working out? I've found myself being negative most of the time now, because i know nothing is going to happen. Also, what do you think of my little newest crush and my love life in general? And extra comments or your personal love life stories would be fun!
haha this is more of a rant than a question.LMAO I expected that, it's cool.