female & used to be bi curious? (I made a HUGE mistake over a yr & a half ago when I got curious and made friends with bi females & experimented with them while with my guy. He was not cool with everything in the beginning but then quickly decided he enjoyed the idea of me being bi and wanted to do 3 somes. I realized while experimenting that I wasn't bi and really was just longing for a companion as my husband treated me like crap and still does. I felt guilty and would cry all the time and felt like he still kept encouraging me to be bi. I quit and asked for forgiveness and have never looked back.) Before this all came about when I was dating my hubby (3 years ago) I caught him doing webcam/ Internet affairs and it broke my heart... I forgave him and since then things have been a rollercaster ride. 2 months ago caught him talking to an ex girlfriend sexually and talking about leaving me and our 2 girls and ever since I have been finding porn and pictures of other women on his computer. He has been lying about it constantly. I just had our 2nd baby a month ago and I am so sad over all of this. He told me tonight that he stood by me when I wanted to experiment and is making me feel like I brought this on myself when in reality he has had this sexual addiction since when we were first dating. I'm tired of being lied to & hurt is this all my fault?
Does it make it ok for your guy to talk & look at other women if your
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