Tenerifebeauty
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...would be helping a very unhapp? , since the day we first laid eyes on each other there was this instant attraction and connection, his name is Kris, and I really do believe he is my soul mate. There is something that just can’t let him out of my life.
We wanted each other but I was in a relationship, but when I came out of this relationship I went straight into seeing him, we were seeing each other for about 6 months we were really happy... But for some reason he wouldn’t fully commit to me, when I asked him if he would be in a relationship with me, he said he was scared that he would be a shit boyfriend and upset me and loose me forever… he stopped seeing me but still wanted to be my friend, I tried walking out of his life but he wouldn’t allow me to, until he heard a rumour that the entire time I was with him, id be seeing my ex (I hadn’t by the way) He still believes this till this day.
Anyway I didn’t hear from his for 6 whole months (might be due to the fact I blocked him on msn) until one night I decided to unblock him, we began chatting immediately, and I don’t mean like quick 10 minute talks.. We’d be on msn talking to each other all night, then I began going around his house and watching films, then we ended up sleeping together (this all began this September), after this we were sleeping together constantly.. I would go around his house and watch films then we would fall into bed together.
Everything was going great until he heard a rumour I was with my ex again, he told me he was stopping what was happening between us, and that he also wanted to be with this girl called Laura (this was completely out of the blue as I had spent the previous night with him hugging and watching a movie) I told him that I respected his wishes and said goodbye to him (my heart was broken really though).
I didn’t speak to him for two days till he started emailing me, I then remembered that id left something of mine around his and I asked him if I could come to retrieve it, he said that’s fine maybe I could come watch a movie to, so I did I went around watched a movie.. we ended up sleeping together (whilst he is with laura)
The next day I told him that maybe I should just walk out of his life, because there is such a connection between us we cant leave each other alone, he agreed and said can we spend one more night together just watching a film, I agreed, I went around there, but this time it was differently he was resting his head on me he was hugging me he was stroking me, we went upstairs and for the first time ever!! We made slow love.. he was kissing me (SOMETHING HE HAS NEVER DONE BEFORE) looking into my eyes whilst making love, touching my face .. he had never done this before,! I was sad to leave him L and he was definitely sad to leave me. The next day I get an email from him saying it was really nice seeing me last night and can we still email each other he doesn’t want to loose contact with me. Then he asked if Friday we can spend one last time together (this being the serious last time)
Don’t ask why but I agreed to it, I just wanted to be with him, I did think at one point I was just being a mug tand he was just using me for sex until on the Friday the last time ever. Everything was so different… everything was slow, he was kissing me deeply he was looking deep into my eyes calling me beautiful, hugging me tight! I actually stayed around and fell asleep with him hugging me tight in my arms! Then I turned to the side and he just hugged me tight all night. He said I was beautiful and compliment every single bit of me! My lips my eyes my smile
We both like the exact same things, the moon, movies, heck one time I even started a new job and found out I was working with his mum, whenever I am around him we are both smiling both happy J I make him laugh. I just know if he were to come and be my one my boyfriend I would treat him well and we would be so happy, there is only one thing that is stopping us! Laura!
We wanted each other but I was in a relationship, but when I came out of this relationship I went straight into seeing him, we were seeing each other for about 6 months we were really happy... But for some reason he wouldn’t fully commit to me, when I asked him if he would be in a relationship with me, he said he was scared that he would be a shit boyfriend and upset me and loose me forever… he stopped seeing me but still wanted to be my friend, I tried walking out of his life but he wouldn’t allow me to, until he heard a rumour that the entire time I was with him, id be seeing my ex (I hadn’t by the way) He still believes this till this day.
Anyway I didn’t hear from his for 6 whole months (might be due to the fact I blocked him on msn) until one night I decided to unblock him, we began chatting immediately, and I don’t mean like quick 10 minute talks.. We’d be on msn talking to each other all night, then I began going around his house and watching films, then we ended up sleeping together (this all began this September), after this we were sleeping together constantly.. I would go around his house and watch films then we would fall into bed together.
Everything was going great until he heard a rumour I was with my ex again, he told me he was stopping what was happening between us, and that he also wanted to be with this girl called Laura (this was completely out of the blue as I had spent the previous night with him hugging and watching a movie) I told him that I respected his wishes and said goodbye to him (my heart was broken really though).
I didn’t speak to him for two days till he started emailing me, I then remembered that id left something of mine around his and I asked him if I could come to retrieve it, he said that’s fine maybe I could come watch a movie to, so I did I went around watched a movie.. we ended up sleeping together (whilst he is with laura)
The next day I told him that maybe I should just walk out of his life, because there is such a connection between us we cant leave each other alone, he agreed and said can we spend one more night together just watching a film, I agreed, I went around there, but this time it was differently he was resting his head on me he was hugging me he was stroking me, we went upstairs and for the first time ever!! We made slow love.. he was kissing me (SOMETHING HE HAS NEVER DONE BEFORE) looking into my eyes whilst making love, touching my face .. he had never done this before,! I was sad to leave him L and he was definitely sad to leave me. The next day I get an email from him saying it was really nice seeing me last night and can we still email each other he doesn’t want to loose contact with me. Then he asked if Friday we can spend one last time together (this being the serious last time)
Don’t ask why but I agreed to it, I just wanted to be with him, I did think at one point I was just being a mug tand he was just using me for sex until on the Friday the last time ever. Everything was so different… everything was slow, he was kissing me deeply he was looking deep into my eyes calling me beautiful, hugging me tight! I actually stayed around and fell asleep with him hugging me tight in my arms! Then I turned to the side and he just hugged me tight all night. He said I was beautiful and compliment every single bit of me! My lips my eyes my smile
We both like the exact same things, the moon, movies, heck one time I even started a new job and found out I was working with his mum, whenever I am around him we are both smiling both happy J I make him laugh. I just know if he were to come and be my one my boyfriend I would treat him well and we would be so happy, there is only one thing that is stopping us! Laura!