Like I pretty much hate my life. I have always found school extremely annoying. I am getting a diploma. I also am getting my pilot licences but I hate it. It is very mathematical and sciency and I am very artsy. I only did it because I thought it would be a good job and be fun but I hate it. I am not motivated to do anything and I feel like the guy from fight club if you have seen it. I only do things because my parents and other people expect things from me and because I want to get married (that is the only thing I am interested in at all really). Is life just eat, sleep, pay taxes, work for a very small margin of time off and enjoyment and then you die? It all seems so very pointlessWhat should I be doing with my life?