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pablo99
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Cant go on like this anymore so have made a Doctors appointment, and im even worrying about going. :dizzy:
Things started getting really bad for me about 4 months ago, I joined a gym/health club 6 months ago because during the day the facilities were dead, very quiet, shortly after joining the management started giving people free day passes to try and get new people to join, the gym went from very quiet to packed out everyday.
I started feeling unwell in the gym with so many people there, headache, dizziness, feeling sick, shortness of breath and even chest pains. When at home i would start worrying about my next visit to the gym, I keep thinking about things over and over and making myself bad, ive not had more than 4 hours sleep per night in these 4 months, Ive been making my way to the gym preparing myself for conflict
I think im going mad, ive had one or 2 violent outbursts but it all came to a head last week.
I went to the spa area where i can normaly try and relax, but the management had decided to start allowing children into that area now, it was mad, the screaming and shouting, the echo noises, I flipped, stormed out swearing and cursing, spotted the manager on the way out and told them to cancel my merabership before i killed somebody. They told me i had to get a doctors letter saying the facilities were making me unwell, so im to see the doctor next week, hope to get treated for the way i am and a letter to cancel at the gym as i feel i cant go back.
Ive not been to the gym since my last outburst, but im no better, still got a massive headachache, feel sick, exhausted, and im just thinking thinking thinking all the time, same thing over and over, what the hell is wrong with me.
Things started getting really bad for me about 4 months ago, I joined a gym/health club 6 months ago because during the day the facilities were dead, very quiet, shortly after joining the management started giving people free day passes to try and get new people to join, the gym went from very quiet to packed out everyday.
I started feeling unwell in the gym with so many people there, headache, dizziness, feeling sick, shortness of breath and even chest pains. When at home i would start worrying about my next visit to the gym, I keep thinking about things over and over and making myself bad, ive not had more than 4 hours sleep per night in these 4 months, Ive been making my way to the gym preparing myself for conflict
I think im going mad, ive had one or 2 violent outbursts but it all came to a head last week.I went to the spa area where i can normaly try and relax, but the management had decided to start allowing children into that area now, it was mad, the screaming and shouting, the echo noises, I flipped, stormed out swearing and cursing, spotted the manager on the way out and told them to cancel my merabership before i killed somebody. They told me i had to get a doctors letter saying the facilities were making me unwell, so im to see the doctor next week, hope to get treated for the way i am and a letter to cancel at the gym as i feel i cant go back.
Ive not been to the gym since my last outburst, but im no better, still got a massive headachache, feel sick, exhausted, and im just thinking thinking thinking all the time, same thing over and over, what the hell is wrong with me.