MJfanlovelyone
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*No i have never been with a girl before ever*
1.Well I've known this girl ever since i was little she's always been into girls ever since she was young. Any how she's about 8 years older then i am i use to hang around her a lot. She moved away for awhile but then she came back. But by that time i had already moved out of the neighborhood. I reconnected with her online i wanted us to become friends again i called her and we talked on the phone. On facebook i would post status's they would be about her but i wouldn't directly come out and say it.
2.I'd say things like i really want you and things of that nature and she'd like or comment my status asking me who i was talking about. So eventually i finally told her it was all about her i also told her i thought she was attractive. She asked me if i liked boyish girls. I started to text her a lot i would get a little upset when she wouldn't reply right away. So i went to visit her and i asked her if she wanted to be my friend she said yes and that i needed to stop texting her so much we were both happy to see each other we hugged each other more then once. So i cut back on the texting although i did still text her. But i was still feeling as though she didn't really want to be my friend we argued on facebook she then told me she was trying to get her life together and that she wasn't interested in having a girlfriend.
3.(She assumed that i wanted her because of how much i called and texted her) I told her that i never wanted to be with her and that i had a boyfriend and i have been with him for awhile. She then told me i went off the deep end telling her about my boyfriend and that she knew i wanted to be with her. So then i made a few status comments about my boyfriend there is this food she likes to eat. So in my status i put that i was making it for my boyfriend and then she blocked me. So i sent her a text telling her I'd bring her the food i said it in a flirty way. She didn't reply so i called her i asked her why she deleted me she told me it's because I'm retart and the way i call and text her is like i want to be more then friends. I told her the only reason i said all the things about being attracted to her and wanting to kiss and touch her was because i was trying to be her friend. I told her i was sorry for leading her on she yelled saying she never took what i said seriously.
4.I asked her was she mad that i had a boyfriend she yelled and said no she didn't. She then said something about us being friends but oops i forgot you have a boyfriend of 5 years. I asked her how i could fix this she said it's unfixable i told her i still wanted to be friends with her. She was very upset she told me not to call or text her anymore and that she was done with me I'm too complicated and that I'd make her do something she'll regret. I've sent her two messages on facebook but she hasn't replied. I just don't know what I'm missing here? I told her i had a boyfriend when i first talked to her on the phone. I do have feelings for her but i don't actually want to be with her i just wanted to try something with her. I just don't understand any of this Why did she get so upset over all this? Did she like me? I still want to be friends with her she said if she saw me she'll say hi but that's it. I sent her a message last night telling her i do like her and that i was in denial about liking her and that i think about a lot especially at night. She hasn't replied though so i don't know what to think.
*I wanted to help her buy books for school but people tell me not to because i'll get used*
1.Well I've known this girl ever since i was little she's always been into girls ever since she was young. Any how she's about 8 years older then i am i use to hang around her a lot. She moved away for awhile but then she came back. But by that time i had already moved out of the neighborhood. I reconnected with her online i wanted us to become friends again i called her and we talked on the phone. On facebook i would post status's they would be about her but i wouldn't directly come out and say it.
2.I'd say things like i really want you and things of that nature and she'd like or comment my status asking me who i was talking about. So eventually i finally told her it was all about her i also told her i thought she was attractive. She asked me if i liked boyish girls. I started to text her a lot i would get a little upset when she wouldn't reply right away. So i went to visit her and i asked her if she wanted to be my friend she said yes and that i needed to stop texting her so much we were both happy to see each other we hugged each other more then once. So i cut back on the texting although i did still text her. But i was still feeling as though she didn't really want to be my friend we argued on facebook she then told me she was trying to get her life together and that she wasn't interested in having a girlfriend.
3.(She assumed that i wanted her because of how much i called and texted her) I told her that i never wanted to be with her and that i had a boyfriend and i have been with him for awhile. She then told me i went off the deep end telling her about my boyfriend and that she knew i wanted to be with her. So then i made a few status comments about my boyfriend there is this food she likes to eat. So in my status i put that i was making it for my boyfriend and then she blocked me. So i sent her a text telling her I'd bring her the food i said it in a flirty way. She didn't reply so i called her i asked her why she deleted me she told me it's because I'm retart and the way i call and text her is like i want to be more then friends. I told her the only reason i said all the things about being attracted to her and wanting to kiss and touch her was because i was trying to be her friend. I told her i was sorry for leading her on she yelled saying she never took what i said seriously.
4.I asked her was she mad that i had a boyfriend she yelled and said no she didn't. She then said something about us being friends but oops i forgot you have a boyfriend of 5 years. I asked her how i could fix this she said it's unfixable i told her i still wanted to be friends with her. She was very upset she told me not to call or text her anymore and that she was done with me I'm too complicated and that I'd make her do something she'll regret. I've sent her two messages on facebook but she hasn't replied. I just don't know what I'm missing here? I told her i had a boyfriend when i first talked to her on the phone. I do have feelings for her but i don't actually want to be with her i just wanted to try something with her. I just don't understand any of this Why did she get so upset over all this? Did she like me? I still want to be friends with her she said if she saw me she'll say hi but that's it. I sent her a message last night telling her i do like her and that i was in denial about liking her and that i think about a lot especially at night. She hasn't replied though so i don't know what to think.
*I wanted to help her buy books for school but people tell me not to because i'll get used*