and do you think she will ever stop mentioning how it makes me officially crazy and that im gonna get locked up in a mental hospital ?
she has all the wrong approaches to my depression and cutting and any time she mentions either my depression or cutting i just end up feeling worse.
and i also have a fear of being committed to a mental hospital (that and a general fear of the unknown - just not knowing what may happen if im honest about my cutting - has lead me to lie when asked if i wanted to cut twice - first to the school counselor (at the time mostly i just wanted to be left alone) and second to a doctor - and i hope when i see a Therapist next week that i dont get too anxious and lie again.
she has all the wrong approaches to my depression and cutting and any time she mentions either my depression or cutting i just end up feeling worse.
and i also have a fear of being committed to a mental hospital (that and a general fear of the unknown - just not knowing what may happen if im honest about my cutting - has lead me to lie when asked if i wanted to cut twice - first to the school counselor (at the time mostly i just wanted to be left alone) and second to a doctor - and i hope when i see a Therapist next week that i dont get too anxious and lie again.