L. Abby H.
New member
I hate you. I love you. Fuck this I can't take it. This isn't me. It isn't who I'm supposed to be. I cannot stand this hate that you gave me. Yet I love you. I want you. I wait and wait. For the txts that will never come. I can't believe I'm saying this. I barely know you. And I know you'll never let me in. How the hell am I saying this? So many emotions. So much pain. So much hate and love. They told me you were a player. Yet you always seemed to be just who I'm to see. So why are you torturing me. This heartbreak is done. No more txts from me. No more love and even hate will cease to be. I typed this on my itouch so the sequencing is definetly not there but this is about how it feels to date a player 
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I meant to say " who i'm dying to see"
.I meant to say " who i'm dying to see"