Well im gonna sound crazy so don't call me crazy, well I was talking to my cousins mate and then my cousin came round and I said your James is here ( name of my cousin ) and then later the day I had a argument with someone and they said they hope I die of cancer, and now I keep thinking I'll get cancer and I keep thinking I will suddenly not be related to my cousin if I get it. I know I sound daft but I take notice if random things and think something bad will happen or if I don't do something I will lose something.